Yesterday , was my saddest day of my life and it was the painest heartache i ever had. Firstly , at school , i got scolded by my rockclimbing tcher/eng tchr, ms Nurliyana and my form tcher , Ms Huang . Ms N " why are my rockclimbers standing ? It`s not a laughing matter bideway. "
Ms Huang " nextme don`t stand k ? you're a classmonitor. " In class *FAILED HISTORY,GEOG AND MALAY , FCK* Then , after school i was in a hurry to go to tuition, Aftr tuition I wanted to take th bus but i forgot to bring my wallet and ended up walkin back home.Then , I got A call from eka's mum , picked up and told me what my mum send message to eka. BLABLABLA. at last , i cried at home alone , calling hisyam , sharing my problems , criedcriedcried lyk one crazy person . My batt went flatt , and my phone called accidently ended. I got a msg frm my mum sayin " i got bf blablabla". fought with my mum and dad. ARGH. i ask for break with him and he stil doesn`t wanna let me go, he cried and i didn`t knw , syaz called me and told me not to break or else she will cut her fcking ROPEBURN. and TODAY , 09/02/11 , MUMDAD ANGRY COZ I BLOCK THM AT FACEBOOK. AND FCCCKKK ! IDK WHUS WRONG OR RIGHT , IDK HU I AM TO PEOPLE. IDK WHT SHALL I DO NEXT , IDK IF I SHUD SHARE IT WITH MY FRENS OR MY FAMILY . IDK IDK IDK . IDK WHO CARES FOR ME. I LIVE IN A LYF OF COMPLICATED RIGHT NOW , THS VERY HOURS , MINS AND SECS. I JUST SO USELESSS RYT . I WAN TO DIE TODAY SINCE ITS 9/03/2011 . MY BDAE DATE BUT NOT MONTH. ISN`T IT BETTER . I DONT WANNA TALK TO ANIONE TODAY . IT JUST SUCKSUCKSUCKS . I FEEL LYK KILLING THAT FCKIN GERL ; EKAWULANOKTAVIA ; SHE SUCKS SHE FCK. I WANNA KILL MYSELF !!! I BETTER DIE DIEDIE. NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME AND I KEPT ALL TH PAIN ALL BY MYSELF INSIDE MY HEART , NO ONE EVER KNOES ONI ALLAH S.W.T
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