Fuuhh ; sucha great day today

Today , i finish sme routes whch make me so glad <3 hehs . aftr my rckcliimbing went ep , eat with taufiq and dzulfiqahr at banquet .. aftr tht chiiao and mit syafiq (nana's boifren ) cos i wanna mit nana .. (; when i mit syafiq oredy thn wait fr nana to come. blablbla . eat wiith thm .. lepak2 .. trus chiiaaao , my mum pick me up .. thn goo homess .

Hello .

Hello . If you are reading this ... I`m very sorry that i screww you and just threw you away like one big shit . i feel so guilty to make you clean my mess i`ve made .. i'm really sorry. Since, you can't move on .. i guess we just gotta end this problem first and after that if you won my heart .. yeah , i'll b back to yaa .. i really owe you a heart and my lovee.. I guess th 6th month which i gav th love to you wasn't enough. I just hope you would change your bad attitude twrds me .. I kept avoiding you and trying to make you hate me wasn't working instead it just made you love me more. I did this on behalf of my parents . Now , im super aching with my parents. If i didn't care about you , i wouldn't care to waste my time wrting like this. I hope now , we would be just friends first then slowly we move on to th next .. I just got tht phobia having a boifren now . takcare (: i hope you understand me rght now .

love ; irah ...

Hee me wishes

Me wishes get a necklace frm me someone special , me wishes daddy get me new phone . (: hahahah. Mendak uh actually ... My ex gave me a necklace but i threw it away just to forget our memories <3

Ommygeee !

It`s like awesome mucch . got a guy bought for her girl a G-shock watch . BAyeeekk gylee saah mataer diaa . ffuuuh ! wakkaka, soo sweeett <3 hehhe :D walaupun . not me yg dpt , feel so happy for tht person . LOOLLS. TEHEE <3kbye . gyle kan aku ? k shh,. LOLOLOL

padan muke aku kaan

aaahh ... stupid la me ,.. go love two person . beh skr sket hati sendiri . sumpah bodo.

heylo .

i`m dying . kbye. nth to do ah.

heey ,

Iloveeeyouu soo mucch . now I have learn if you like a person and that person doesn't know and he is just a friend , you will never receive th love back ... Now , I gave all my full heart to him and i feel much love from him, but i`m scared he likes that stupid bitxh back . AHAHH IHATEHER CORE // SHE BYEBYE SDAH . k bye :D loveya people .







love ; Irah <3

Hi :(

Today was the most hurting day I had from my beloved boifren . In th morning some ppl ask me whether I ask for break with him and we broke off ordy or nt . Damn I was so broke , I almost broke down , I was sick today , feeling dizzy and kept coughing , feel like fainting . And just nw when I ask him whether he stil luvs me or nt , he says no . And it so piercing through my heart when I read th MSG . Now , I feel like some idiotic person loving a person that won't love her back.. I'm sick , I'm sick of problems , I maeb th firestarter but I am now a new person . Why wunt he gave me th last chance. Just last and i try do my best to show my lovee. I feel imma stranger to him tht will nvr love me bck . I just arghh , feel like gving up but I won't . Damn , feel so idiotic ,sot n suchaa dumb ass loving a guy like him !!!!! Whats wrong with me !!! N today my ph was super silent .


If your reading ths, guy , it's up to you lah Kay , I try do my best but if it doesn't weeks idk what else to do . I got no more werds. I'm just so broke , broke , and really2, heartbroken . Veryy. Thanks fr everything .

HAESH ; 08/02/11-09/02/11

Yesterday , was my saddest day of my life and it was the painest heartache i ever had. Firstly , at school , i got scolded by my rockclimbing tcher/eng tchr, ms Nurliyana and my form tcher , Ms Huang . Ms N " why are my rockclimbers standing ? It`s not a laughing matter bideway. "
Ms Huang " nextme don`t stand k ? you're a classmonitor. " In class *FAILED HISTORY,GEOG AND MALAY , FCK* Then , after school i was in a hurry to go to tuition, Aftr tuition I wanted to take th bus but i forgot to bring my wallet and ended up walkin back home.Then , I got A call from eka's mum , picked up and told me what my mum send message to eka. BLABLABLA. at last , i cried at home alone , calling hisyam , sharing my problems , criedcriedcried lyk one crazy person . My batt went flatt , and my phone called accidently ended. I got a msg frm my mum sayin " i got bf blablabla". fought with my mum and dad. ARGH. i ask for break with him and he stil doesn`t wanna let me go, he cried and i didn`t knw , syaz called me and told me not to break or else she will cut her fcking ROPEBURN. and TODAY , 09/02/11 , MUMDAD ANGRY COZ I BLOCK THM AT FACEBOOK. AND FCCCKKK ! IDK WHUS WRONG OR RIGHT , IDK HU I AM TO PEOPLE. IDK WHT SHALL I DO NEXT , IDK IF I SHUD SHARE IT WITH MY FRENS OR MY FAMILY . IDK IDK IDK . IDK WHO CARES FOR ME. I LIVE IN A LYF OF COMPLICATED RIGHT NOW , THS VERY HOURS , MINS AND SECS. I JUST SO USELESSS RYT . I WAN TO DIE TODAY SINCE ITS 9/03/2011 . MY BDAE DATE BUT NOT MONTH. ISN`T IT BETTER . I DONT WANNA TALK TO ANIONE TODAY . IT JUST SUCKSUCKSUCKS . I FEEL LYK KILLING THAT FCKIN GERL ; EKAWULANOKTAVIA ; SHE SUCKS SHE FCK. I WANNA KILL MYSELF !!! I BETTER DIE DIEDIE. NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME AND I KEPT ALL TH PAIN ALL BY MYSELF INSIDE MY HEART , NO ONE EVER KNOES ONI ALLAH S.W.T

HELLO ; SILAT

huhu. Next Saturday will be my grading and im effing nervous coz it have been 2 mths since i last went to training. haesh. and ytd , I went to training and MyCRUSH, taught me seni and i cn rmbr so quickly . I only can rmbr when i c his face <3 his so nice , pheww. Make me MELTS LIAOS. LOVELOVE. but i got a boifren so i gotta stick to one. heh. IQBAAAL <3 IM SO SOOO SOOOO IN LOVE WITH YOU.


BUT FIRSTLY GOTTA THNK ; I HAVE A BOIFREN -.-  kiraaah. !! stop it. LOLOLOL/

Hello :(

Haesh so as it seems , I kept flirting .. I must stop it , I got a good guy but I still flirt . Hm , I don't wanna broke his heart <3 or loose hym. Ilovehim so much.. What shall I do to make him trust and love me bck as in th past. Today he went jb and I feel so lonely , I didn't even txt anionee .. Sorry dear , I'm sorry for eveythnk , iloveyou. And I wan our rs lyk th ferst mth since we're tgthr.

Done fer nw ,
Buhbye.

Irah fell in love with another guy but her hearts stils on her boifren :( ilovelovelove my boifren mre then my crush I swear . I'm scared if I giv him attitude or I hav crush on another I'm shure he'll b crushing on anther gerl lyk in th past :/ Irah stop flirting or contacting other guys plss !!

:C

He left me alone tnite without wishing me gdnyt :C

LOL.

IloveeMYBoifreen <3 veyveyvyeyyyy mucchh ! tis is randomoo. RAFAEL.

FUHH.

hello , long tme nvr talk ehh . hahha. i`m jealous.

It`s never th same .

Hais .  Befre th scch reopens , i had a bad feeling bout january tht it`ll b a bad one for me and it did. It was awful. Taufiq , my beloved brotha` he kept ignoring me . ImissThOld Hym. Idkyy hys lyk tht since he knew i  had a boifren. Hmph , and bout MyCurrent Boifren. It`s never th same again , we don`t text always , otp. And when I stop th topic he doesn`t continue th conversationz anymre ... It feels lyk shiit. Besides tht , when i had a brokken heaart when i entered first day of my sec sch, i believed tht guys take gerls fer granted . They`ll win their heart , then thy leave it just lyk tht.. Got th gerl , daybyday , IGNORE. idklahr . thts my point of view. THTS WHT I HATE HAVIN A BF, no off uh. and i hate tis gerl who flirts with my bf -.-, MEPEK AH. ARGH . BENCI AH. IHATE2011 . I WAN MY 2010 BCK. whr i stil receive th love frm HYM. DA AH. MATI LAGYK BAIK. K , IM OUT OF POINT . DIE FOR NO REASON. KLAME, SHYTOZ.

HI SUME. OR HI EVERYBODEYY !

damn it IM BOREDD. MUAHHAAHA. kayda ,. ILOVE my BROTHA and My loVABle 2nd famely . zim , AND sme stuf. KAY ITS LAME IGNORE KAY BIYE..