Hello . If you are reading this ... I`m very sorry that i screww you and just threw you away like one big shit . i feel so guilty to make you clean my mess i`ve made .. i'm really sorry. Since, you can't move on .. i guess we just gotta end this problem first and after that if you won my heart .. yeah , i'll b back to yaa .. i really owe you a heart and my lovee.. I guess th 6th month which i gav th love to you wasn't enough. I just hope you would change your bad attitude twrds me .. I kept avoiding you and trying to make you hate me wasn't working instead it just made you love me more. I did this on behalf of my parents . Now , im super aching with my parents. If i didn't care about you , i wouldn't care to waste my time wrting like this. I hope now , we would be just friends first then slowly we move on to th next .. I just got tht phobia having a boifren now . takcare (: i hope you understand me rght now .
love ; irah ...